Memory

Dari hari Sabtu kemarin gw galau. Galaunya galau banget. Sampe status twitter gw pun penuh dengan kegalauan. Sahabat-sahabat gw juga sampe ngirim wasap, bilang "status twitter lw watir amat diz". Emang gw juga sebenernya watir sama perasaan gw sendiri.

Penyebab kegalauan gw adalah lagu barunya FT Island, Memory. Karena lagunya bagus dan enak didengar, gw penasaran sama lirik lagunya, jadi gw langsung searching lirik di Google. Dapet link lirik Memory yang ada translate-nya juga. Dan setelah gw baca,, seketika.. Gw galau.. T_T 

Mau tau translate lirik FT Island Memory? Check this: 

Yeah, even if I erase everything that reminds me of you.
I can’t throw away the memories.
Even though our drama up until now has ended.
Love is painful.The watch you gave me wakes me up every day
Once again, I can’t go to sleep, oh baby.

Yeah, to me, love is pain, I’m hurt by love.
I can’t move a single step so I can’t hold onto it and I can’t let go of it.
It’s love I am lost, I hate love.

In my memory, I will erase your voice.
In my memory, I will even erase your name.
I think I have been in pain enough.
Every time,I call out to you and break down.
I thought things would be okay once the sun rose and set and the seasons changed.
The spot you were in is so deep that it won’t close up.
Your hair pins left on the sofa keep poking me.
It hurts so I can’t even smile, oh baby.

Yeah, to me, love is pain, I’m hurt by love.
I can’t move a single step so I can’t hold onto it and I can’t let go of it.
It’s love I am lost, I hate love.

In my memory, I will erase your voice.
In my memory, I will even erase your name.
I think I have been in pain enough.
Every time,I call out to you and break down.

Because there was so much I didn’t do for you.
There were so many times I was bad to you.
I guess I’m receiving what I gave to you.
There was so many things I am sorry for.
There are so many things I should be criticized for I guess I can’t forget.

(In my memory, I will erase your voice. In my memory, I will even erase your name)

In my memory, your heavy tears.
In my memory, the memory of holding you.
I think I have erased you enough But I can’t let go of you.

Iiiiiiiiyaaaaaa... Itu emang lagu galau tentang cowo yang gak bisa move on dari pacarnya.. T_T

Dan itu kayak yang gw banget (tapi gw cewe ya. haha). Apalagi yang pas bagian,

"Because there was so much I didn’t do for you.

There were so many times I was bad to you.

I guess I’m receiving what I gave to you.

There was so many things I am sorry for.

There are so many things I should be criticized for I guess I can’t forget."

aaaaaahhh itu sedih bangeeeettt.. T_T

Gw jadi mengenang 3 tahun lalu. Tentang seseorang yg pernah ada di hati gw. (Eh sampe sekarang juga masih ada kok.)

Orang yang sayang banget sama gw, yang rela jauh-jauh ke bogor dari rumahnya di "jakarta coret" cuma buat nemuin gw, yang bikinin lagu khusus untuk gw... Tapi apa balesan dari gw buat dia?... *sedih*

Gw sayang sama dia, gw cinta sama dia. Tapi gw gak pernah bilang itu ke orangnya. Kenapa? karena temen gw udah duluan suka sama dia. Sampe temen gw jadi ngediemin gw sampe sekarang cuma gara-gara gw ketauan dekat sama dia. Akhirnya gw mutusin supaya hubungan gw dan dia hanya sebatas teman. (aaaahhh nyesel abis.. T_T).

Iyaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. Gw nyesel, soalnya walopun gw sama dia udah gak ada apa-apa lagi, tapi temen gw tetep ngediemin gw. T_T Tau gitu kan dilanjutin aja, jadi gw gak ngerasa kayak gini. (hahaha. akoh jahad beud)

Nah jadi itu cerita hari sabtu.. Cerita galau hari minggu kemarin, dilanjutin di post berikutnya yaa.. Ceritanya lebih galau sampe bikin gw nangis. T_T *cakar-cakar tembok*